The world is filled with individuals with disbelief in the Creator. Here is an interesting way to think about the choice we all need to make about it:
On whose authority are we to understand and accept that God does not exist? Would that be your authority? Or are you believing someone else’s authority? Just like the rest of us, apart from the grace of God, you cannot cope with flawed frailty that greets you when you look in the mirror. I pray that God will cause you to see the futility of wanting the world to be what you want it to be.